Justin and I have started a ministry blog together.
All my future postings will be posted up in the ministry blog site from now on.

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Blessings!
Beulah FLow

Testimony: ABSOLUTE DIVINE ODYSSEY

One night, several months back in 2007, I had a dream. The dream was only a flash of 3 snapshots.

The 1st snapshot: The side view of a glorious pearl-white car, kinda long in length.

The 2nd snapshot: My husband, Justin, in the driver's seat. I was seating in the back passenger's seat. It was in this shot that I began to realize in the dream that it was our car. The interior was grand - pure leather in beige. The window screen was something blueish-green.

The 3rd snapshot: The back of the car that showed the logo "Odyssey".

When I awoke the dream was as real as a vision that you cannot shake off. I knew it was a prophetic dream that will be manifested in the physical. Only that I didn't know when. Then came 2008. At the beginning of January, God opened the door for us to get a car. Naturally, we went straight for the Honda Odyssey. The maker had released the ABSOLUTE model, a top range in the Honda series. And we did get a pearl white, beige interior that came complete with the blueish-green screen. God is taking us on an Absolute Odyssey with Him. The tall order for us is to walk in His purity and Holiness. Are we up to it? Count on it.

Many months from the time of the dream, the prophetic manifested into reality. Here it is.

Rejection Can Only Be Dealt In The Right Perspective.

Few things will test the degree of our Christlikeness more than rejection. God allows rejection in our lives to help reveal and deliver us from our own evil desires. If we feel rejected when people ostracized us, it only reveals that we are not yet dead to this world. Rejection is an inevitable companion to true ministry, and it provides one of our greatest opportunities to operate in Jesus' love. To be able to handle rejection without being offended is one of the great demonstrations of spiritual maturity, which is Christlikeness.

PUSH IT!

...but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the [supreme and heavenly] prize to which God in Christ Jesus is calling us upward. (Philippians 3:13,14)

No matter what happens in the episodes of your life, no matter what the soul tries to pull you off, no matter the anguish of a past... One thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead - PUSH IT FORWARD! PRESS ON TOWARD the goal to the high calling which God has called, planned and destined for your life.

Nothing on earth can ever... ever measure to the eternal glory.

Testimony : GOT NOTEBOOK!

It's been 4 years since I've desired for a notebook to replace my desktop. Have grown to seriously dislike the constraint of a desktop. It's frustrating that when I've got some stuff to work on the computer, I couldn't be with the kids in the play room at the same time.

But over the past couple of months, that desire has become a need. I needed a notebook to work my stuff at MFH. Those past months required some work of patience and perseverance in trusting God for a notebook. I laid down my specifics and desires to Him, and believed Him without the layers of doubt. Then finally and suddenly, God answered and the notebook manifested. I was blessed with an AWESOME compact Compaq notebook, with all the specifics that I have asked. All the perseverance paid off. How did it feel? It felf just like birth labour : such labour, relief and joy!!

Isn't she a beauty?
THANK YOU LORD!!!!

How Many Loaves Do You Have?

And His disciples replied to Him, How can anyone fill and satisfy [these people] with loaves of bread here in [this] desolate and uninhabited region? And He asked them, How many loaves have you? They said, Seven. (Mark 8:4,5)

Mark 8 begins with the record of a powerful miracle of Jesus feeding the 4,000 through the substance of seven loaves of bread and a few small fish.

Check this out: 4,000 mouths stomachs.. just seven loaves and a few small fish.

When God wants to do do something glorious, He uses what is available. He never asks for quality, He only uses what is available. We are His vessels and tools to express His goodness and glory to the lost world. But many times inadequacy holds us back and we turn away from allowing God to use us to minister and touch somebody's life. He might have wanted you to lay out hands to heal a very sick soul, but you've back away from it saying, "No God, I am not a big-time minister, I can't do such things!" Or maybe He's wanted to use you as His vessel to speak a prophetic word to someone who really needs it. Maybe that one word will change his/her lift forever, but you've backed away from speaking to that person because you say,"No I cannot Lord, I don't know how to prophesy properly, I'm not eloquent!"

You may have '5 loaves'.. maybe just '1 loaf', or even 'a slice of the tiniest fish'. But if you will offer it to God to feed the multitude of the starving, the thirsty and the sickly, He will use it in the miracle and meet their needs. Even if all you have are just the crumbs - God will use them the same, to manifest His glory.

Inadequacy is never an issue. Availability is.

"How many loaves do you have?"

With whatever little we have in our hands, if we will offer it to Him for the Kingdom, He will use it to manifest His glory. That all will see and know He IS God.

Take, Eat; This Is My Body

Now as they were eating, Jesus took bread and, praising God, gave thanks and asked Him to bless it to their use, and when He had broken it, He gave it to the disciples and said, Take, eat; this is My body.And He took a cup, and when He had given thanks, He gave it to them, saying, Drink of it, all of you; For this is My blood of the new covenant, which [ratifies the agreement and] is being poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. I say to you, I shall not drink again of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it with you new and of superior quality in My Father's kingdom. (Matt.26:26-29. Amp)

This is an all too familiar verse with every church-attending folks. But how many understand the cost behind those words?

Matthew 26. This is a chapter that relates the betrayal, the loneliness and the abandonment of Jesus at His darkest hour on earth. Before they had the final Passover feast, He already knew He had been sold out for 30 pieces of silver by the one of His very own - one who had been personally taught and discipled by Him. One whom He had loved as His own, Yet He did not reject the betrayer nor threw him out of the way.

Instead, Jesus broke bread and said, "take, eat; this is My body." And with the wine He said, "take, drink; for this My blood of the new covenant."

This is love personified. When love would say to the betrayer, "even though you have sold me out for some silver pieces, I will die on the Cross for you."

If you'd read on in Matthew chapter 26, you'll see that they had gone on ahead to the Mount of Olives where every one of the twelve apostles had firmly declared that they will never abandon nor disown Jesus. At the garden of Gethsemane, Jesus had with Him Peter, James and John and there He was going through the darkest hours of His time on earth. He began to show grief, distress or mind and was deeply depressed... He had to 'die' to the choice of going to the Cross before it happened. But not one of His closest friends stood by Him in His suffering. They all slept...

"Take, eat; this is My body..."

When the people who had wanted Jesus dead came to get Him, all His closest friends deserted Him and fled.

"Take, drink; for this is My blood of the new covenant which is being poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins..."

The ultimate abandonment was His dying alone hanging on that Cross. (see Matthew chapter 27)

He had given His all for us, even though we would not know Him, so that we could have a chance of truly living. We will never know how much it had cost Him, to see our sins upon that Cross. But it was not sin that hung Him on the Cross.

It was His Love for us that nailed Him to the Cross.

"Take, eat; this is My body..."